Tuesday, April 20, 2010

An ever Lasting emotion


It began with my awakening to the sound of her anklets and the first image that would come to my mind would be of that one red dot on her forehead and her black wet hair falling down on her fair face beautifully. But reality turned out to be something else. My daughter was standing in a beautiful saree. She had put on her mother’s jewelleries and she looked more beautiful than her mom. And she said “Dad lunch is ready.” Then I realised that I had slept so long. It was afternoon. Then I asked her “Where are you going?” She replied “I am going in Sangeet ceremony of my friend. I told you about it earlier.” Oh! Yes you told me your friend Neeta right!” “ Yes Neeta.” She said.
I started eating lunch and she left the house with her loving bye. I realised that my daughter is now a big girl how time had changed. I finished my lunch and went in my room. I sat on my easy chair with a magazine in my hand. And I went on a journey of time in my thoughts. And I saw a women in fluorescent green saree with deep neck blue blouse; a red huge dot on her forehead, fair face, lips covered under a thick layer of red lipstick. She was the women who earned her livelihood by selling herself. I met her at a street. I saw a special light in her, light coming from her within. Her inner light attracted me towards her. I went close to her and asked her “how much will u take for lifetime?” She was surprised by my question. Looked at me with her eyes wide open and said after a second “kya re kya bola?” Again I said “sari umra ka kitna?” She said “bewada kahin ka! Kya re kitna piya?” I kept silent and looked at her with all my desire, passion, respect and love for her in my eyes. For a moment I thought I’ll be not able to get her. But then again I tried for the last time and said “I want to spend my entire life with you. Will you marry me?” she asked me in a polite manner(may be she felt something for me) “ Are you in your senses?” I replied “Yes I am.”
I saw her melting from inside. In her eye were saying that she thirsted for this for her entire life and she hugged me so tightly that even wind could not come in between us. Then ting tong ting tong. What???? Ting tong ting tong. Oh! The door bell is ringing. I opened the door and yes she is here. The same women of thoughts. MY WIFE.

TONIGHT


Tonight I m all alone and lying on bed feeling blue in thoughts. I am here lying lost in some another world but with some facts of this world. I am watching you and me rolled in same sheet, holding hands, some passionate desires making back and forth motion. Smiles and moans are describing all our feeling and pleasure of being together. Sweat on your face is making you glow and it is making me want you more. Sensation from you is making me desire your lips on mine. We are embracing each other. But I know all those things are part of other world now, but you are true or you were truth. I am not fantasying you. There was time when I covered myself in your arms but now I am alone. I don’t know what is the reason or the mystery why we are not together tonight or maybe I know.....